Wednesday, 13 January 2657
Mum called me Sunday to tell me Great Grams Hazel had collapsed and was in the hospital. Mum was distraught. Hazel was Mum’s grandmother on her dad’s side and they had always been close. Mum wanted--needed--her son. All she had was me, the man the Institute of Time Travel had created. I didn’t know if I could be much comfort to her, but I was determined to try.
Grams Hazel is 215. By the natural aging index, she would be in her late 80’s, early 90’s. Modern medicine and genetic engineering has slowed the aging process down. It seems to slow more the older we get. Until we reach adulthood, we age at a natural rate. Just as well. Who would want to live through fourteen years of puberty? We have inadvertently created a society where the elderly outnumber the young. It always amazes me of the number of children in the Victorian age and how many are unwanted. For us children are like rare jewels to be treasured.
I have told you last blog how awkward family gathering were for me. At least Dad’s side of the family has a strong tradition of history professors. I might make them uncomfortable, but they tolerate me because I’m a history researcher and they grudgingly respect that.
Mum’s side of the family is another matter all together. They do not approve of me at all. When I came into the hospital waiting room I heard the whispers. “What is that freak doing here?” She’s my great grandmother, too. I stayed out of their way, in the corner. I was going to be there for Mum.
Relatives faded in and out. Mum however was pretty well camped out in the waiting room. Dad had a bug he didn’t want to pass around, so he couldn’t be there for Mum. I stayed with her as much as I could, putting my life on hold.
Last night when everyone went to dinner, Mum came over to me. “Thank you, Wendell.”
“It’s quite all right, Mother. It is my duty, as a son and great grandson, to be here to give what moral support I can.”
Mum sort of stared at me a moment. “MY Wendell would have just hugged me and said ‘Oi, no problem, Mum.’ You used to be so laid back and affectionate and funny. Damn Institute took my Wendell away and left this stuffy Victorian in his place.”
“I do apologize for putting you through any sort of anxiety. That was never my intention.”
“I know that. I also know it wasn’t easy for you to be here today. Everyone is mad at you for what you’ve become and none of them try to hide it. MY Wendell was a kind, considerate and caring person--and so are you. You are a good person, whoever you are. It was hard enough to lose my boy, and have some stranger take his place. It would have killed me if the Institute had stuck some git in his body.”
“Instead they stuck a twit in it, eh?”
Mum laughed at that. “All right, so they didn’t completely destroy your sense of humour.” She patted my cheek. “I’d give you a big hug and kiss, but I know that sort of thing makes you uncomfortable now.”
“Feel free to do it anyway. I only look uncomfortable.”
13.1.10
18.12.09
Why You Can't Go Home Again
18 December 2656
Grandmother Julia came by my office today and invited me to lunch. We went to the Prince Albert Restaurant at the Victorian Village north of Cambridge. She knows that's where I feel the most comfortable. The other customers assume I work at the Village.
The Village was decorated for Christmas which is only a week away. By the way Grams looked at the holly and ivy, I knew what the subject of conversation would be.
We had just ordered our meal when Grams leaned forward. “You won’t be spending Christmas with the family, will you? You’re going right back out into the Field, just like you do every year.”
I nodded. “I’m leaving this afternoon.”
“You won’t even be here a full day. You were just going to slip away without contacting anyone.”
“I’m sorry, Grams. It’s just too hard. You know what happened the last time I showed up for Christmas.”
“That was forty-five years ago, Wendell.”
“And if I show up, it would ruin everyone’s holiday again. They don’t want me there.”
“Of course they do, dear.”
“No, they want the old Wendell. They want the 27th century history student, with the hair hanging in his eyes, who listened to pop music and dressed in the latest fashion. Father keeps nagging me to retire and become a professor. I suppose he thinks that if I do that the old Wendell will miraculously return. That Wendell is gone forever.”
“It’s been forty-six years. That Wendell would be gone anyway.”
No, that student would have evolved into a twenty-seventh century history professor--not a stodgy Victorian gentleman.”
“Well, I like the stodgy Victorian gentleman.”
“I must say, you are the only one in the family that does. Would you feel that way if you hadn’t taught Victorian literature? Who am I too you, Grams? Philias Fogg? David Copperfield?”
“You’re Wendell Howe, dear. Yes, I know the Institute changed you, but I still see the old Wendell in your eyes.”
The Institute of Time Travel’s training had transformed me into another person. I had to become Victorian so I could fit into the 19th century perfectly. Now I no longer fit in the 27th or in my own family. It was a necessary sacrifice if one wanted to study the past first hand. I sometimes wondered though if the Institute didn’t go a little overboard in their programming. We couldn’t just be actors; they wanted us to be the “real” thing.
Grams leaned across the table and patted my hand. “Maybe you aren’t the same Wendell, but this Wendell is nice, too. This Wendell pulls out my chair and opens doors for me.”
“And it gets me plenty of stares. No one behaves like that anymore, Grams. I do it without thinking.”
“It's a shame people don't act that way now. I had always read about Victorian etiquette and thought it might be nice. It is. I like it.”
“So, you lost your grandson but gained a Victorian gentleman? I wish the rest of the family felt like you.”
“They still love you.”
“Yes, I know. My family is better than most. They do their best to tolerate me. Most Temporal Anthropologists I’ve talked to, their families disowned them outright and won’t even let them in the house.”
“That’s horrible!”
“Perhaps, but it is understandable. At first the family thinks you’re being a gitt because you won’t drop out of character. When they finally see you can’t, they look upon you as a stranger.”
“So let them get to know the stranger, dear. I’m sure they will learn to love him just like I do.”
I shook my head. “I think after awhile, when the family realized the person they knew and loved was gone, they came to look upon me as some monster who killed their son, and then possessed his body.”
“That’s ridiculous. They know you’re Wendell.”
“Maybe consciously they do, but what about subconsciously? Too often family members either seem to be angry with me for no reason, or look at me like they are mourning my death. I’m both the murderer and the corpse to them. I killed the old Wendell they loved, their only son and grandson. I’m amazed they are as civil as they are to me.”
Grams had no comeback to that. She just looked at me, like she knew it was true.
“That’s why I can’t stay for Christmas, Grams. My presence would spoil it for everyone.”
Grams nodded, then smiled. “Just remember, dear. I love both of you--the new Wendell and the old Wendell. He’s not really dead, you know. He’s in the very core of your being. You saved the best parts of him, I think.”
“I love you, too, Grams. If there’s any good qualities in me, I probably inherited them from you.”
“So, where are you going this time?”
“London, Christmas 1879.”
“Are Victorian Christmases as wonderful as they say?”
“The Victorians ‘invented’ Christmas! I wish you could see it. I would give the world to take you.”
“You can bring me back some video and maybe a Christmas card.”
“I’ll bring you back a Victorian Christmas, Grams. I promise.”
Grandmother Julia came by my office today and invited me to lunch. We went to the Prince Albert Restaurant at the Victorian Village north of Cambridge. She knows that's where I feel the most comfortable. The other customers assume I work at the Village.
The Village was decorated for Christmas which is only a week away. By the way Grams looked at the holly and ivy, I knew what the subject of conversation would be.
We had just ordered our meal when Grams leaned forward. “You won’t be spending Christmas with the family, will you? You’re going right back out into the Field, just like you do every year.”
I nodded. “I’m leaving this afternoon.”
“You won’t even be here a full day. You were just going to slip away without contacting anyone.”
“I’m sorry, Grams. It’s just too hard. You know what happened the last time I showed up for Christmas.”
“That was forty-five years ago, Wendell.”
“And if I show up, it would ruin everyone’s holiday again. They don’t want me there.”
“Of course they do, dear.”
“No, they want the old Wendell. They want the 27th century history student, with the hair hanging in his eyes, who listened to pop music and dressed in the latest fashion. Father keeps nagging me to retire and become a professor. I suppose he thinks that if I do that the old Wendell will miraculously return. That Wendell is gone forever.”
“It’s been forty-six years. That Wendell would be gone anyway.”
No, that student would have evolved into a twenty-seventh century history professor--not a stodgy Victorian gentleman.”
“Well, I like the stodgy Victorian gentleman.”
“I must say, you are the only one in the family that does. Would you feel that way if you hadn’t taught Victorian literature? Who am I too you, Grams? Philias Fogg? David Copperfield?”
“You’re Wendell Howe, dear. Yes, I know the Institute changed you, but I still see the old Wendell in your eyes.”
The Institute of Time Travel’s training had transformed me into another person. I had to become Victorian so I could fit into the 19th century perfectly. Now I no longer fit in the 27th or in my own family. It was a necessary sacrifice if one wanted to study the past first hand. I sometimes wondered though if the Institute didn’t go a little overboard in their programming. We couldn’t just be actors; they wanted us to be the “real” thing.
Grams leaned across the table and patted my hand. “Maybe you aren’t the same Wendell, but this Wendell is nice, too. This Wendell pulls out my chair and opens doors for me.”
“And it gets me plenty of stares. No one behaves like that anymore, Grams. I do it without thinking.”
“It's a shame people don't act that way now. I had always read about Victorian etiquette and thought it might be nice. It is. I like it.”
“So, you lost your grandson but gained a Victorian gentleman? I wish the rest of the family felt like you.”
“They still love you.”
“Yes, I know. My family is better than most. They do their best to tolerate me. Most Temporal Anthropologists I’ve talked to, their families disowned them outright and won’t even let them in the house.”
“That’s horrible!”
“Perhaps, but it is understandable. At first the family thinks you’re being a gitt because you won’t drop out of character. When they finally see you can’t, they look upon you as a stranger.”
“So let them get to know the stranger, dear. I’m sure they will learn to love him just like I do.”
I shook my head. “I think after awhile, when the family realized the person they knew and loved was gone, they came to look upon me as some monster who killed their son, and then possessed his body.”
“That’s ridiculous. They know you’re Wendell.”
“Maybe consciously they do, but what about subconsciously? Too often family members either seem to be angry with me for no reason, or look at me like they are mourning my death. I’m both the murderer and the corpse to them. I killed the old Wendell they loved, their only son and grandson. I’m amazed they are as civil as they are to me.”
Grams had no comeback to that. She just looked at me, like she knew it was true.
“That’s why I can’t stay for Christmas, Grams. My presence would spoil it for everyone.”
Grams nodded, then smiled. “Just remember, dear. I love both of you--the new Wendell and the old Wendell. He’s not really dead, you know. He’s in the very core of your being. You saved the best parts of him, I think.”
“I love you, too, Grams. If there’s any good qualities in me, I probably inherited them from you.”
“So, where are you going this time?”
“London, Christmas 1879.”
“Are Victorian Christmases as wonderful as they say?”
“The Victorians ‘invented’ Christmas! I wish you could see it. I would give the world to take you.”
“You can bring me back some video and maybe a Christmas card.”
“I’ll bring you back a Victorian Christmas, Grams. I promise.”
1.12.09
Tales of Twelve Characters
I found my name on this blog with something called Tales of Twelve Characters. It appears the object is to list Twelve Characters and then answer some questions on how they would interact with each other. I recognize all the Temporal Anthropologists here, but who are these other people?
Tales of Twelve Characters
Tales of Twelve Characters
19.11.09
New and Improved Temporal Tuesday Blog
I had no idea Temporal Tuesday would go on for twenty weeks! I had been putting each Temporal Tuesday archive on a separate blog because--well I'm a Temporal Anthropologist not a web designer. One of my followers, Scablander, was kind enough to consolidate all the blogs into one and make it look nicer. She didn't even charge me.
Temporal Tuesday Archive.
Temporal Tuesday Archive.
4.11.09
How to Stop Spam-Demons
I found this site exposing the Spam-Demons who have invaded Twitter by hacking into people's accounts. It tells how to stop the dastardly cads.
How to Exorcize a Spam-Demon
How to Exorcize a Spam-Demon
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